duplicity

Thankfully, the guilty comes out eventually; but to my disappointment, it's suspended for such a long time.

Worst of all, I've been double-faced in front of most of friends who know the shits due to my hypocritical dignity.

It's so hard to make up my mind in the nick of time cause I'm toxic and poisoned by somewhat addictions; moreover, I'm haunted by my damned egocentricity.

The relationship between us seemingly goes smoothly; however, I don't want to destroy it by myself and I know it's my call; Our eternity's counting on me.

Truly speaking, I really wanna a new restart!!

For God's sake, I finally realize what I really want in a relationship.

PLEASE give me more time to protect the guy I wanna love (I'm not saying "the guy I love.">_<).