Nowhere to go

How doese it feel??

I'm not very happy at all.
It's really pathetic, isn't it??!!

I don't belong to anyone, noone can have a real, c0mplete me.

Actually, I know all of the answers and truths but I still jump into it. So everything stays the same and just hanging up.

All I wanna have is to be pampered and find someone who can love me and doing truly communication with me. To talk heart to heart.
But it seems very difficult to me.

What is love???

What is love going to be???